Due Date...

Thinking of you sweet boy and missing you so much. I replay the day we met you and lost you over and over in my mind. I remember like it was yesterday, but here we are almost two and a half years later. Your little sister has helped heal my wounds so I can smile again. That empty space will always be in my heart though. A space meant only for you. But I remain strong and present still able to stand and face each day. I want to make you proud and be the mom you would want me to be..the mom who gives myself whole heartedly to Rylei and Daddy. I promise to not go through the motions but to live every day of my life to the fullest. To be fearless and giddy. Not broken. To look in the mirror and see the real me. The one I used to know. I see her more and more everyday but I will work hard everyday to see all of her again. I love you Kaden. Always.