Some days are just plain tough. And, other days are great. I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster. The ups and downs have been confusing and tiring. How long will this last? Forever? Who knows? I didn't even buy tickets for this crazy ride. But, apparently I was meant to go on it. For what reason, I will never know. All I can do is hold on, try and find the good along the way, and wait until it stops.