Monday, June 13, 2011

Rollercoaster

Some days are just plain tough. And, other days are great. I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster. The ups and downs have been confusing and tiring. How long will this last? Forever? Who knows? I didn't even buy tickets for this crazy ride. But, apparently I was meant to go on it. For what reason, I will never know. All I can do is hold on, try and find the good along the way, and wait until it stops.

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  1. Unfortunately, I don't think we ever get to get off this ride. The only thing that changes is the length between falls. I wish we had never gotten on this ride at all, but we do it because of the love we have for our boys. xo

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  2. Just when everything is going fine, you turn and are presented with a reminder that your precious Jaden is not in your arms. Sometimes it is hard to be happy for the people who have what you want most. I feel confidently though that you will have everything in life that you really want and Jaden will smile down from Heaven and send his love to you.

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  3. Hey Nicole :) I'm just hearing of your story and want you to know you are not alone in all of this. A similar thing happened with my daughter, Lizzy, a few years ago. Our angels are together now playing, laughing, and watching over us. It takes some time, and it is a rollercoaster, but it does get easier. I'm here for you girl, anytime. Xoxo, Meg

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