Saturday, December 10, 2011

Halloween Blues

This October was supposed to be Kaden's first Halloween. I remember being so excited to dress him up. But, while little kids came to my house in their adorable costumes and all my friends show off their babies, I have no son to dress up. Kaden will never get to wear any of his outfits.  Seeing all this just pushes the knife in a little more. This isn't even close to what I pictured on his first Halloween. Will it get any easier? Every Halloween and holiday that passes will forever sting my heart and remind me of the little man that was kicking in my belly and breathing in my arms, my baby boy that is now an angel in heaven.

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